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Date : Thursday, April 30, 2009
Time : 9:40 PM Title : No, you don't understand. It'd be a long post (:
 I'd promise, i'll be there whenever you need someone (: Today make me realise alot of things, i realise that.. I can't trust certain people, i've realise that who's my true friends.. & finally, i've learnt that.. Certain people is just nothing, but hypocrites. Well, i guess.. I should keep quiet & see things going. & tyvm Weifeng.. For telling me so much so much, although i might be stupid in certain things.. But well, thanks for spending so much time telling me so much (: Tyvm, my 3 girls & Weifeng.. You people had never once leave my side. & i'm glad to have you people with me :D & for the rest, before even opening your mouth & backstab others, please shut your gap. One word like Weifeng said.. Contradicting. I've something interesting to share with you people. It's during our break, we (Yeetheng, Michelle, & me) happened to see the guy we hate so much so much. & i won't explain why we hate him so much. & yup, we wanted to know what course he's in. So i approached him & asked, he give me answer that's damn irritating, & i'm super unhappy with his answer. So yup, called Wilson to fake my boyfriend to confront him. He come out & yaya us again. He keep say Wilson, which makes me damn unhappy.. & the most damn idiot part is, he keep pointing Wilson! & well, quarrels start.. I won't elaborate the quarrel part, cos it isn't a pleasant part. Yup, after so many years.. He's still that bastard. & Yeetheng said something damn funny can. Lol, well.. I'm not going to let him off so easily, i'm going to disturb him wherever i see him (: Who asked him to step onto me. Who to blame? He, himself. Hahahaha. Apart from that, i enjoyed pretty much with my people today :D Have been going out with my 2 girls, & definitely.. I do miss you, xingan! Attend SBM lesson halfway, & left without lecturer noticing. Went to Pasir Ris Park with 2 girls, & Weifeng for cycling again. Me & Yeetheng ride the couple one, while Weifeng & Michelle ride the single ones. I don't know for what reason, my mood is super lousy :/ Yup, almost cried out when listening to one particularly song when riding bicycle. Well, i managed to hold it though. Mood was better aftermath, we keep riding away from Weifeng, & Michelle. Hahahaha. Then finally settled down at the circle thingy as we're tired from riding bicycle. Lol. Weifeng did something super hilarious, at least to me it's funny. Well, i won't elaborate.. Returned bicycle, & went to sit down for chats again at the pavillion there til around 6plus :D Chats, & that makes us understand each other better. Left for dinner at Whitesands KFC {: Cool, it's been a long time since i ate fastfood. Chatted again, & well.. I'M DUMB! *pouts. (inside joke) But at least, i'm glad that Weifeng labelled me as his true friend although i forced him to say so. Hahahaha, kay.. I'm evil. Parted with them & left for home at 8plus :D Til then. Ciaos~ ; Speechless, i've so much to say.. But yet, something held me back. Tired, tired of facing everything. Each brand new day, makes me feel so drained. I felt that, i've no more strength to carry on. Suddenly, so tired of living. So feel like, ending off everything. I'd wish to start anew, but i'm afraid of facing all the things over & over again. Am i happy? No, i'm not.
Date : Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Time : 6:53 PM Title : I'm getting sick ):  If time could turn back, i promise.. I'll change. I'm having a bad headache since morning, which causes me to have a rather bad mood. *pouts. As usual, i was late for SBM lesson. Went for break at cafe 1, & headed back to class for OSA aftermath. Headache didn't go away, instead.. It was worse. I can't concentrate well on what i was doing, & that makes my works to have so many mistakes. & addition, Mrs Ng says that my work is full of mistakes ): Didn't intend to do SW, but Mr Mani kept asking me to change or not there's no attendance. Changed, & still gotta like run 2 rounds! Walked the 1st round, & Weifeng accompanied to walk the 2nd round. The sun is super big, like anytime i could melt ): Yeetheng, & Michelle came finding me. Chatted with them, while the rest of the class played Captain's Ball. Like, forever stuck at the same game. Cafe 2 for lunch aftermath, & headed home with Michelle. Thank you for your concern, Weifeng. Appreciated [: My mouth is pain! Mummy say because of weather, then i keep eating heaty stuffs. I can't talk much, i can't laugh much. Super pain, mummy say to put some medication. But never, will i ever put those weird stuffs into my mouth. I think i'm getting sick soon, i'm suffering from backaches & everything. Or isit, i'm getting old? *pouts. I need a rest, so badly. But i gotta rush out the damn presentation & business plan which is due tomorrow when i knew it just today! Fyi, i'm not in a good mood this few days. Refrain from talking nonsense to me, or not i might just anytime attitude you. Tyvm, & appreciated. Til then. Ciaos~ Suddenly, i feel so tired. So drained, i feel as if.. There's no more any other reason for me to hold on to life.
Date : Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Time : 7:46 PM Title : If ever.  It'd be a surprise if i said i don't miss you. Surprisingly, i received his reply like after 123456789 days. Well, his reply kinda make my mood down.. But at least he did tell me why he didn't reply. That could like, make my heart at ease or something? But.. Let's skip that topic. I bought a new shoe yesterday night :D White in colour, & know what? School doesn't allow white shoes which i totally don't understand why. I'd seriously prefer white than black, simply because white shoe make my feet smaller :x For god's sake, i've a monster feet, so huge like elephant feet like that can. *pouts. But who cares, when i'm caught with those bloody white shoe, then i'll decide what to do [: Coooool~ Today, i give SBM lesson a miss. Didn't intend to wake up, i can't wake up either. I'm just too tired everyday. Meet Yeetheng, & Michelle opposite Haising Catholic. Shared cab to school, & reach on the dot at 10am. CRN lesson for like 30minutes, & we're released for break. Somethings happened, which i won't elaborate. Well, cafe 2 for lunch :D Ate halfway, i thought i saw that shy guy. & i'm super pervertic can. I keep like follow him, & when he settled down for his lunch.. I asked Zhiyin to accompany me to like sit infront of him. Lol! Then Wilson is the cool one, he helped me ask him come out. Then can see that the guy is damn scared can. Hahahaha. Then i realised that i mistaken him as that shy guy. I almost fainted, but well.. New friend made :D Super sad k, i didn't see that shy guy today!!! *pouts. Give second half CRN & OSA a miss, & headed to Weifeng's house to slack. Took train all the way to Habourfront. Cool, ain't it? Hahaha. I'd a fight with Weifeng at his house, & Yeetheng, Michelle still can laugh like nobody's business lo! Hahahaha. Left for home at around 4plus. Nice of Weifeng to give us money to take cab home :D But.. The real reason for him doing so only i know nah. Hahahaha. There's a good news i want to share!!! :D Remember in my very long ago post stated that on 8th June, which is my birthday is a school day? Today i collect my exam timetable, & i heard from my friends that 4th June will be holiday already. So yup, i'm super duper happy that during my birthday, which is 8th June is a holiday :D & oh.. I'm expecting a rabbit from Weifeng for birthday present. Til then. Ciaos~ Tags Reply:
Date : Monday, April 27, 2009
Time : 6:11 PM Title : [:  Feelings 'd fade, no more wishing to see you. School's great at the start :D Well, was late for school & was like rushing for the presentation in the morning. I was listening to music while waiting for the lift, i heard loud noises & stuffs, was rather pissed off luhs. So kept on looking at those people who make those noises, hoping they'll like just shut their gaps. & know what? I notice this quiet guy, drinking a can of coffee. Seriously, he's shy. Cos i think he notice me looking at him, & he like see le look down the floor. Up & down the floor. Lol, he so shyyyyy!~ I took the same lift with him neh, stand beside me somemore. Aiyer, i shy already nah. Hahahaha. I'm totally in love with him already! :D Didn't went out at the same floor as him lo. Went class, & i was the last three who presented. Teacher said mine was excellent :D Well, i did a good research leh! Aiseh, teacher finally praised me after like 1234 months? Hahahaha. CRN was fine, & then went for break. Hahaha, guess i'm sort of crazy. I search for that shy guy at cafe 1, & 2. Lol. Decided to settle down at cafe 2, ate a little.. & yup, accompanied Yeetheng, & Michelle to Expo for Subway :D I was telling them about that shy guy i met!!! & omg, Yeetheng 'd say to like ask for number if we happen to see him again. Hahahahahahaha. Coooool can :D :D :D Went back school for LLA, well.. I'm a goody girl! No nah, actually.. I was like asking them to walk faster, cos i want to see that shy guy. Lol. No fate can, never see him already. Tomorrow, tomorrow! I'm gonna see him. Hehheh. Didn't talk to Weifeng the whole day, somethings happened. Well, he apologised aftermath. & things are fine between us already [: Lesson end at 4pm, & waited for Yeetheng, & Michelle to finish school. Weifeng & Wilson accompanied me to wait :D How greaaaat yea. Lol. Know some stuffs from them, & totally.. Don't know what to say can. Kind of.. Weird? But well, am glad that they'll share with me nah [: Alright, til then. Ciaos~ I'm in love with that shy guy!!! :D
Date : Sunday, April 26, 2009
Time : 10:01 PM Title : Zoo trip. * Caution! This is a super duper long post! See only if you've patient.
Animals.   Rhino, & Deer :D  Zebra :D   Goats! :D   Penguins, & White bird ( I don't know what kind of bird is this nah! )   White tiger, & Otters.   Fishes, & Crocodile.   Chicks, & rats. Me & friends at zoo (:                Pictures of me taken in zoo (:                 HI! I went to the zoo today! Well, i was real excited when i wake up this morning. Bathe & stuffs & meet up with friends over at Whitesands before proceeding to AMK to meet Weifeng for breakfast. It was raining when we reached, & half of my mood was gone. Well, disappointed. But still, rain stopped after awhile, & we continue our journey. Bought tickets, & first animal i saw was.. Parrots! & that damn Michelle remind me of something. Hahahaha! Walked around, & it was totally cooooool. It started raining again after we walked for like hours? Settled our lunch at KFC, took tons of photos after lunch.. & we laughed like mad, seriously! Of cos, we took unglam pictures as well.. & we even do silly actions! Omg, that's freaking funny. Hahaha. Well, walked around before deciding to go off. I didn't see any pigs, which disappoint me alot alot okey! ): Well, no fate nah. Know something which really shock me, & well.. Disappointed as well. But, nothing i could do btw. Headed back to AMK interchange, & i almost burst out into tears at MRT station. I dropped my pig pouch in the bus & didn't notice until i reached MRT station, how cool! Rushed back, & thank god i managed to find it :D That uncle is so niceeeee. Lol. MRT-ed home, & settled down for dinner at Whitesands. Home sweet home aftermath. So coool, look at the time now! It's freaking 11.54pm yet i haven't sleep. What's more, i'm having presentation tomorrow at 9am. So cool, can? LOL. Well, i'm going to sleep soon :D & btw, i'm going to Escape Theme Park with my secondary school friends next Sunday!!! Excited also leh. Well, time spend with them is the greatest of the greatest luh :D Well, please wish me goodluck for tomorrow's presentation! :D Alright. Goodnight, sweetdreams :D
Date : Saturday, April 25, 2009
Time : 2:05 AM Title : confession of a broken heart.     Wife, today marks our anniversary again! Remember all these photos? Well, see how much changes we've made within. Of cos, we've each grown up alot. Thinking differently, much more mature. Omg, i just praised myself. LOL. Well, every month i said the same old things to you :/ Wife, see.. All the photos bring backs all the memories! Each & minute spent with you is great, serious.. Ain't kidding. I know, last month's 25th i said that i'll forget him. Til today, this very minute i'm still thinking of him. But well, you gotta believe that i'm already trying my best alright? I don't know how long i'll take to forget him, but i know i'll :D Thanks for being there for me, my dear. Although i'm not the first, second, not the third.. But at least, i'm glad that i'm still in your heart :D I won't be bothered so much about placings, because now.. I find it quite childish, to like bickering over placings in heart like how we used to in our secondary school life. Thinking back, all of us bring each other's life alot of memories. Laughters, & stupid crap is never left out between us. We can think of stupid things to joke about, we can play stupid things together. Oh well, now thinking back.. I'm missing those days! Remember how we run like crazy women at the playground? LOL, it's real funny okay! Hahahaha. I know that i'm always too childish, when comparing with you. But well, sometimes being ignorant is better :D Don't you agree with me? Lol. & well, pursue your dreams! I'm expecting to see you being a counsellor in afew years down the road okay? :D You can do it, have faith & confidence in yourself [: Don't let others demoralised you, remember! Whatever they say might affect you, but remember.. This is your life, don't let anybody take control of it okay? (: Alright nah, I LOVE YOU okay :D Well, i'm expecting mine on your blog! :D :D :D Let's enjoy this Sunday. Tiffany, 碧欣. |
 TIFFANY. 碧欣 [:  I turn a year older on 08 June :) I'm not in love, & not ready for love :D I'm a small eye freakkk~ ♥. & he's gone forevermore. ♥ is for my 3 girls, who's there for me since 2004 :D friendster: click. Since 03 April 2009 reader(s). Places i want to go :D . . Ice skating . Cable Car . Escape Theme Park . Wild Wild Wet . Underwater world . Sentosa . Birthday :D . A nice, happy, & fun birthday celebration . 7 June, day before birthday to be celebrated with girlfriends . 8 June, birthday to be celebrated with the person i adore . A bigbigbigbigbigbig pig, again . Rabbit from Weifeng Others :D . Good GPA points end of first term . Good exam results end of first term . A good boyfriend? My 3 ladies Michelle Kailian Yeetheng ITE friends Adil AmandaLam AmandaLim Azimah Azura Chanel Cherie Elah Fanglin Huiying Joycelyn Marilyn Sarah Theresa Ziyan Others Derrick Dorothy ShoutMix chat widget February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 |