Date : Saturday, March 28, 2009
Time : 7:41 PM
Title : Sigh..

I wanted you to be there when i fall.

Things ain't getting better for me. I feel so helpless, i feel so lost. Things isn't going the way i wanted. I don't know who i can talk to, i don't know what i can do now. I guess, i'm not independent enough. I'm just so afraid, i don't know why either. I'm afraid of losing everyone ): I'm afraid of being alone, i don't want to be alone. Am i crazy? Am i depressed? Am i too emotional? Am i childish? I don't know, i really don't know.

I don't know when i'll be fine, cos now i know.. It's not ang that causes me this way. I don't want April to come, definitely there's reasons to it. I really don't know what else i could do. Sigh, am i really that useless? I can't handle things well at all. I so feel like a failure ): Sigh..

; I missed you, so much so much. I wished, time could turnback. I wished, i could meet you soon. I've so much so much to tell you, i've so much so much wanting to hear from you. I want to hug you, cos i don't know whether will i've another chance to do so in future :/

I'll be back, when things get better for me. I don't know when, but i know i'll.