Date : Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Time : 10:29 PM
Title : Rantings.

Huge disappointment.

Initially, i thought i could overnight at either place. But i guess, this thought just vanish into the thin air the moment mummy called daddy & ask. Crap, giving me so much hope & stuffs. Ending up, it's all false hopes. Disappointed. I was telling love how happy i was & stuffs over the phone, but then.. He told me not to be too happy over it even if i said that if daddy never reply, means i can stay overnight. I should have listen to him instead of being so over the moon for nothing. Ended up, getting nothing but disappointment ):

I don't understand, why are other people's parents not worried about their daughters of staying overnight at other places, yet mine are so worried? I'm old enough to think, i know what i'm doing. Or maybe, they don't trust me enough that i love myself. Or maybe, they still have the thinking plant inside that i'll get pregnant one fine day. I'm such a huge laughing stock to people right now, fancy a 17 year old girl have no much freedom. Great.

That stupid dumb idiot keep making me jealous okey! He keep telling me say he want go find other girls already, then when i keep quiet & didn't answer him. He's there laughing at me! Those evil laugh okey! He's a stupid dumb idiot retard & whatever. I'm gonna strangle him one fine day with my own hands :D Laughs, or maybe hire those people to do a clean job for me? Hmmm. Okay, i'm just trying to keep myself happy :/ I totally have no mood right now, hais. But i'm happy, that love told me that we'll meet soon :D But right, thinking of the overnight thingy, arghs. Super sad okey! ):