Date : Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Time : 10:07 PM
Title : Random.

Randomly thinking of something you said.
You was calling my full name, & when i told you my name is Tiffany only.. You call me Tiffany only. You made my day a great one although it's lame. & when i told you my name is not Tiffany only, is Tiffany fullstop.. Then you call me Tiffany fullstop. I was laughing, though this is just a small thing that is not suppose to be remembered by me or you.. But i really did kept it inside. Every little things we did, will be kept inside my heart.

& not forgetting, you're always loved by meeeeeeee :D

Though things are slightly okay between us, but really.. I'm not happy with the condition we're in now. Yes, chats & stuffs. But is this true? Or.. It's just for a few weeks, & it'll be gone once again? Or are you just faking a smile infront of me? Tell me the truth, i want nothing.. But the truth. I'm happy with every minutes i've spent with you, even if there's tears in between.. But i'm contented. Cos i know, i'll never find anyone else like you. You're the only one, the special one.

I read all the history that we chatted over at msn, during December 08, & January 09. It was funny, memorable. It brings back many of our memories. It as well, brings back alot of tears & laughter. Thinking back, how much changes between the both of us.. Really makes me understand how fast a person can change. During January, February of this year.. We're still chatting happily, we're still very happy with each other's companion. March comes, which all the changes are made. Disappoint me deep down, making me crying over & over again. I suppose, March is the most times i've cry. So much, so much, i wish i could turn back the past. & i would keep everything to myself, i won't say a single word that will lead to all these changes. Saying all these.. I missed you ): I miss you, so much so much. Talking about how much we've spent time together, talking about how happy we were.. Make me smile & tear. Make me feel happy & sad. Asking myself, is this gonna end soon? Asking myself, do i still likes you as much as compared to the past? I don't know, i no longer know how to answer myself.. With a question like this. I just know.. You're still that important to me, from past til now.. Your position in my heart stays, i never had left you far behind. What about you? Have you place me far behind? Am i still the special one in your heart? Having so many questions in heart, i don't know when can i ask you.

Tiffany.C