Date : Friday, March 6, 2009
Time : 10:21 PM
Title : Random.

Reading Sarah's blog.. Suddenly, i feel that my life is so short. I feel that my life is full of regrets.

From the start, i've love someone wrongly. I shouldn't have had express my feelings towards him even when he confessed everything to me. I shouldn't have had believe him that he wouldn't leave me. Maybe, he's not the one for me. Or maybe.. The other way round, i'm not the one for him. His words touched my heart deeply, to the extend.. It's hard for me to fall for other guys now. People who know me well enough will know that i'll fall for someone easily. Forgetting someone isn't easy, saying is easy. Doing it is difficult, very difficult. There's only one chance in a lifetime, choose the right thing to do. Walking this path, isit a right one? Or all along, i haven't been moving on? I don't know what lead me to this path, really i don't know. There's happiness between us, sadness between us, quarrels between us.

Life with you, was a great one. I learnt alot of things when i'm with you. With you, everything seems to be just right for me. With you, i know you'll correct everything that i've done wrong. Time passes quickly, 1 year have passed. We knew each other for 1 year. Yes, i'm glad knowing you. Now, we've a bad condition. I know i could go through this, with no more tears. Tears have been flowing down this few nights. I know i gotta control my tears, i gotta control it from flowing down. I'll, i know i can go through this with a smile.

I just.. Somehow, miss everything we once did. All the talks, all the msg-es.. All his msg-es, make my heart aches. But.. I'll go through this with a smile. I know i can do it.