Date : Sunday, March 8, 2009
Time : 1:28 PM
Title : Long post.

I cried again ): Yes, i know i mention it in my previous post that i'll never cry again.. But i can't control, i really cannot take it. Treat this as i'm lying or whatsoever, but who can take it? ): I msg Sarah ): I super sad, really very sad. Decided to msg Wilson as well, have got some issues to ask him :/ His msg-es make me cry so badly okey. Too straightforward already i guess )': Went home at around 11plus 12am. Bathe, eat & sleep.

Later i'm going over to grandma's again. I won't cry today, i hope i won't ): I don't want people to see the weak side of me. I gotta be strong, yes.. Strong.

I'm a good girl the past few days, other than crying.. I've been avoiding sweetsweets. Yes, i mean it okey. I haven't been consuming sweetsweets & sweet drinks the past few days. Omg, unbelievable.. I drank fresh milk okey. Hai, i dislike it.. But nevermind, i'll go for bloodtest soon. & if it shows that i've nothing wrong, omg.. I'll surely buy ribena sweetsweet straight away & eat it :D

; Recalling every single things we've done together, make my heart ache. Recalling all the sweet talkings, make my tears drop. Recalling all the silly actions you give, make me smile. Will you ever come back? I miss you, so much so much )': Many told me :'Girl, it's time to let go.' All i told them was, thanks.. Do you really understand how i felt deep within? How can you change so fast? I did nothing wrong, i didn't say anything wrong either. One of them told me :'So obvious he don't like you le.' That makes my tears flow like free )': My heart tightens up, really.. My heart really aches alot ): I need to be alone, i'm depressed. I'm sad, i'm just.. Crazy )':

I met someone & i thought he could replace you. We got along just fine, we wasted time because he was not you. We had a lot of fun, though we knew we were faking. I found this one thing is true, that I'm nothing without you.

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