Date : Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Time : 5:52 PM
Title : I want you back.

Fate is playing us. We've no fate at all, i told one.. I'm afraid that i won't get to see you ): He told me that i will, i can see you. He told me to cheer up, cos i could see you. But i'm wondering.. Is it that fate is playing me? I told myself, i told myself i can see you. I told myself i could get to see you.. For at least the one last time. I told myself that i could talk to you, at least for the very last time. But i was wrong, i was so wrong. We don't have fate at all, just for this one last time.. I didn't see you, i didn't see you for one last time. I'm disappointed, not in you. But myself ): I feel that i'm such a loser. Really really a loser ): I lose you, i lose to myself. I lose everything, in just a night )': I cried myself to sleep last night, i felt so miserable inside. I feel so depressed. I just feel like crying, & crying. Crying til i'm drop dead. I feel so like a failure )': We're suppose to meet today.. Really, fate is playing us. Just nice, i'm having a mock test today. Starting of everything, the test was counted. Yet.. When i'm in school, teacher say that it's not counted. Great? Disappointed, upset, depressed. & whatever you can think of. Is this counted as, we no longer have fate? I'll give myself one week, if i can't see you for another one week, i guess.. It's time. It's really time to let go ):

Thanks for all the tags. I appreciate all the tags, & yep.. I'll cheer up (: I'll be back myself, soon.. Yes, soon enough (:

I need a doctor! ): My back pain, really very pain okay )': Hai, anyway........ School today was great :D i manage to control my tears from flowing down okay! :D please praise meeeee. Hehheh. Laugh & joke all day with Sarah & co. Yep, they entertainedddd me :D hehheh, i'm so happy! I so bored, i so depress, i so happy, i so crazy, i so dumb, i so idiot, i so retard! Okayokay, i know this is crap. Hahahahahaha. Just.. Please keep my entertained luhs okay.

I'll be back tomorrow. Byeeeeeee :D