Date : Friday, March 6, 2009
Time : 5:24 PM
Title : I miss you, so much so much.

I feel so pathetic. I feel so.. I don't know how to describe. Just felt so low inside. I felt that i'm being treated as a patient, more than a normal human being right now )': My back isn't well, my health isn't well as well. But i don't like to be treated as patient like that ): I felt so weird, i'm totally alright. Gahhh :C i don't know what else to say, i'll just.. Keep it inside til the accurate result is out.

Yesterday went for movie with sister, cousins, & Allan along :D watched Kungfu Chefs. Alright luhs, not really that bad than what i expected. Show ends at 11plus. Wanted to walk home, but it was raining :/ Still pathetic, gotta run to the bus-stop. I didn' t really run, my slippers is slipperly luhs ._. Reached home at 11plus going 12am. Bathe, eat & sleep :D

Today just had 1 hour of CRN lesson, & end of school day ._. Lol, i know this is crap.. But, hahaha. Lucky i went, or not.. I won't know the schedule for March. & yep, March is a busy month for me. Yes, tests are all coming out. Gotta start studying soon, yes.. Real soon. Hehheh. Alright, went to Wilson's house aftermath :D with Pearline along.. Went to explore his house, his bed is bigggg~ At least bigger than mine ._. Omg, i helped him to fix his computer. Hm, actually not me who fixed it. I helped him to call the person, & that person explained & stuffs. I made some effort at least. Hahahaha. Went to WhiteSands to meet Weifeng, went to Hongkong Cafe for lunch :D the food is bad ): Maybe i'm not used to the taste or something.. They ban me from milktea ): I was only allowed to have 1 sip. But i drank 2 sips instead :x I already tried to go less on sugar already okey! Went to MoreThanWords after lunch, i saw 2 pigs i want )': But i got no money, i uber upset. I want to get it, i'm saving money right now. Over to another shop, Wilson bought me a pig :D hehheh, that makes me smile again. To thank me for fixing his computer. Lol, great! :D I bought my pens & notebooks, & went separate ways with Weifeng & Wilson. Shortly, Pearline went to take bus 12 while i took 359 home :D

; I hope.. We can at least meet one day this March. I don't want to miss any chance anymore. Our chances of meeting is getting lesser & lesser. Love, i don't wish to end off everything yet, when i don't even know anything. I don't want to end off everything yet, when i still have doubts within ): I miss you, so much so much. I wish i could spend all my time with you. I'm depressed, i'm sad.. I miss all the times when i'm with you. I really want more time with you, there's alot of things i haven't yet do with you, there's alot of things i haven't yet tell & ask you ): I miss the way you hold me to sleep. I miss the way you kissed my forehead. I miss the way you hug me tightly before we left for home. I miss the way you wipe my tears away when i cried badly, i miss the way you kiss my tears away ): I miss the way you scold me rubbish. I miss the way you call me girl, especially )': Nobody, nobody could do all these. Nobody could make me smile again when i cry. I tried, i tried hard forgetting all these, but.. I can't. I really have alot of things to ask you, i really have alot of things to tell you ): Seeing our condition right now, makes my heart really really aches )':
; Sorry, i apologies for all crap, nonsense, rubbish.

Ended post, again.. With tears,
Tiffany.