Date : Friday, March 27, 2009
Time : 5:04 PM
Title : I feel so stress ):

I'm getting more & more emotional each day.

My mood is damn bad these days for i don't know why either. I guess because my ang came finding me like 2 days ago. & i totally have got no mood. My nose hurt like nobody's business, & my ang came like nobody's business. Feel super pekcek at times when things don't go smoothly for me.

Mentioning of things isn't going the way i want, i guess i'm falling sick. Everyday i wakeup, i keep having severe headaches. Seriously pain like hell okey. I don't know, initially i thought that maybe is because i poke back the stick back into my nose, then cause the blueblack or something. But now i guess not, now pain until i bite food or hard things also pain ): Complained to mummy, & she say that it's pimple? She say is from inside one. Hais, i also don't know. I very sad, very very sad! ): I just feel like crying, for i don't know why either. I don't want April to come, i don't want to. I don't know how to explain why i don't want it to come. Hais, i need to talk to someone. I feel so troubled inside. Hai~ 心里好不舒服，好痛好痛。

I haven't been eating my medicines, or should i put it this way.. I haven't even touch my medicine. I don't like medicines ): 很苦很苦。I feel so useless, such a small medicine i also can't swallow )': I've not been controlling my diet these days, i've been eating alot of sweet stuffs this few days, i've been drinking alot of sweet drinks again. I just can't control, people who know me well will know that whenever i'm moody, i need to eat sweetsweet ): I don't know what else i could do right now. I feel so helpless, i feel so lost )':

I don't know isit because of my angs, that cause me this way. Or isit another. Sigh..

你好小气，到现在还在生我的气。不要说没有，你对我好冷淡。我很不开心，我好不喜欢你这样对我。可是，我已经没办法叫你别生我的气了。好累哦，你不累吗？对不起，我知道这次是我没有把你说的话当真。不过，我不是道歉了吗？你还要我怎样你才满意？嗨~