Date : Saturday, February 28, 2009
Time : 5:34 PM
Title : You, is enough.

Didn't want to update. But well, i was already using the computer & i've nothing to do as well, i'll just updateee :D yesterday was a great night...
- Went over to the chalet to check-in with mummy then went to NTUC to buy those needed stuffs for night BBQ. Weifeng reached at around 10plus, Allan accompanied me to go fetch me :D my girls reached next, this time round.. Weifeng & Allan accompanied me. Hahahaha. My dajiu say i got two bodyguards. Lols! Okay.. Wilson came at last, went to cheers to buy somethings before heading back to the chalet. We played UNO first, it was fun :D played until mummy, daddy or go home.. We're all hungry, wanting to go for Macdonalds.. But cancelled the idea cos Weifeng didn't want Macdonalds._. Alright, walk all the way to central for supper. Afterthat, i don't know why i've a bad stomache. Not that i want to go toilet, but like got hundreds of needles poking my stomach ): Okay, headed back to chalet.. My girls infront was laughing like mad for don't know what reason._. I was laughing like mad because of the way Weifeng walks. Like crap. LOL. Bathe & stuffs, Wilson showed us magic. It was amazing, but kena see through already. Hahahaha. Played heart-attack aftermath :D laugh & shouted like crazy, but it was late already.. So didn't play long :/ Yep, went outside for chit-chatting :D played Truth or Dare. Not really play.. It's just me & Weifeng asking each other crap questions. But whatever, it was nice. Around 5plus 6am like that, Allan is going back. So yep, he went home & we went back to the room to decide whether to go home or stay. After really long considerations, decided to go home. Went separate ways with my girls & Wilson. While me & Weifeng took cab home. Reached home, change & stuffs, went to bed around 7plus going 8am. & i just wakeup not long ago, 5plus :D not a nice sleep ): I'm having a headache now! ):

Alright, i'm going chalet later on again. Not gonna stay there already, very tired though. Anyway, thanks guys & girls for accompanying me the whole night. & you, thanks most :D you sacrifice your sleep time just to accompany me. You're working the next day, yet not wanting to sleep just to accompany me. Thanks, dumb (:

Alright, i've other things to update.
; Dumb, thanks for everything you've done for me. Thanks for accompanying wherever i go. I know i didn't cherish you, i know i neglected you at times. I know if incident didn't happen last year, we'll still be together. Thanks for loving me still no matter how much i make you do things you don't like. Yes, i'm touched. Really really touched. But still.. I can't forget someone easily, for you know. Yes, i know with my love right now.. It won't last long. It won't be long.. But at least, i know that with him.. He can give me what i want. I need time, i need time to forget him. Maybe.. I should start to have less contact with my love now. Then.. I can forget him in due time. You're the one, i took for granted all these years. I didn't know, i really didn't know.. Up to today, you're still loving me. Thanks for the faithfulness, & everything. Yes, remain as close friends. Thanks for the soft toy :D i loveeeeee it. Hehheh.

; WF, after yesterday's talk.. I might have a little understanding about what you're thinking. What kind of person you are. I know, i might not reach your expectations of a friend. I'm weird, in your eyes. I might tell you why, why am i this way one fine day. Just.. The rest of the year, we'll not quarrel anymore. I know it's impossible, but i'll try. Try not to quarrel with you even if you did something wrong.

; Love, sometimes.. I'm wondering whether is this right holding you back. I'm wondering whether is this right, to go for something impossible. You often scold me & say me, wanting me to change for the better. Wanting me to be a little more selfish, wanting me to think for myself. How am i suppose to think when i know whether thinking anot is still the same? Thanks, for sometimes wanting to wake me up from all these stupid thinkings. That's my life, my fate i suppose. Love, i know people always put a full stop when i want to say that me & you are not impossible. Yes, i know that this will end soon. Our relationship is turning sour, soon. At least, i know that this period with you, was the most happiest days in my life. I rather had bad times with you, i rather be with someone i like. Although we're always hiding from this & that, but i'm getting used to it. Even if i've second chance, third chance, fourth chance.. I'll still choose you, over all the others. You change my life, you change everything. Nobody will understand how much you meant to me. You make me cry, with all those words you say over msn ): Harsh, but i know you meant well. Thanks love. You're lovedddd :D

Okay, i'm going to bathe now & head over to chalet. So yep, that's all. Toodles~